I wanted to respond, I really did. Every time I think about those early days with two itty bitty infants I seriously get tears in my eyes.
It. Was. SO. Hard.
I was incredibly overwhelmed.
I fought tears every day as my husband walked out the door to go to work. He plays in a baseball league every spring/summer/fall--I prayed like no body's business for rain last season.
Being by myself with two infants was incredibly hard. I was outnumbered and felt completely and totally unqualified to be a mama.
I couldn't figure out how to get them down for naps consistently.
It seemed like they cried if I left them for even a second.
I felt like all I did was nurse them.
Hardest thing I've ever done!
I think it does get easier. Some would disagree, and say it's always hard, just a different kind of hard.
It definitely gets more fun!
There are moments like these:
All the stress, all the tears, all the "overwhelmedness".
Totally worth it!